I'm back. For how long is anyone's guess - but I'm back. I tend to come here in times of emotional struggles and tumult, and I've hit a patch of serious mess, for lack of a better term.
I've been listening to Pandora today - my new job, while challenging and starting to get busy, is a bit isolating / lonely. I guess this is what happens when you wish for an office and get one, but only because you leave for a new company...
...and so I titled this post as is because "California Dreamin'" was on at the start of this post. Yes, I am harkening back to my childhood with my quasi-hippie parents and listening to a station inspired by the song "Kathy's Song" by Paul Simon...or is it Simon and Garfunkel? One of the two.
So here I sit, an undercurrent of serious sadness just below the surface of my heart. It's so close that any one little thing right now is bringing me to tears, and since the events that lead to this feeling just transpired last Friday, perhaps that's expected.
I am hurting. Hurting. And wondering what's next.
