curses to the Bachelor and Bachelorette

I weaned myself off of watching The Bachelor and The Bachelorette a couple of years ago - too much melodrama, too much bullshit, too much melancholy.

And yet, I seem to always manage to inadvertently catch the finales.  CURSES!  WHY?  Why do they air that damn show when nothing else is on - I get sucked in with the romance and the drama and I am done for.

Tonight is no exception - and the fact that I had a damn glass of wine with the neighbors just before that - and forget it.  It's not even "decision time" yet and I am a blubbering mess!